well..watever it is....i think i got over her..yeah!!..problems are first in line in my life...family,personal......damn one after another...first my mum and dad..wants to split..then fuckin hell split and leave me alone...fuck..DIVORCE ALL U WANT...DIVORCE !!!...DIVORCE...i have problems to...do u fuckin care....its always..."u follow ur father better....follow me..and i die earlier"..if that wat u think...then thats ur bloody problem....for me..i want both no matter wat...i cry myself to sleep when i was young thinking...every would be fine when i grow up..but NO!!....it just gets worst...and worst..so now.....its up to then SPLIT...SPLIT....lah..better...no more fights....get out..don blame me..if u don see me again...don cry on my grave...just let me off my sufferings....i sorry and forgive all my wrong doin..if i don have the time to say..when i alive..the ghost of me ..and...gettin over..not even close..i think??